• Well we have entered a new year. It has not been a great year so far. I got in contact with my ex and she is married and has a beautiful little girl. She is separated now though. He has anger issues and causing her a lot of problems. She requested that I do not contact her because she is afraid that he might use me against her to get her daughter. It makes me angry that he has the wife and daughter that I wanted and he is messing it up.

• I met a girl online. She lives in Ohio in a Sorority. She was in Med School. She was really nice and I really liked her. She said she liked me too. It started out good but then it went bad. She called me early Saturday morning drunk. I had to tell her to lock her door because this drunk guy wanted to rape her. She also told me that her Grandmother was arranging her to be married (cough...bullsht). I knew she was lieing so I emailed her brother and asked him how he felt about this arranged marriage. 5 minutes later she calls me very angry. She said we were through and to never contact her or her family again or she would call the police.  She said I was psycho. lol I'm not the one "arranged" to marry. The fact that she called me that fast and was angry varified that she was indeed lieing.  I'm tired of all the lies and stories. Either you want to be with me or not. I've never had much luck with women.

• Now Valentines day is coming. I'll just be alone like always.

Well on Tuesday I will be going to Siler City to train again. I wonder what Master Jolly will instruct us on this time. I cannot wait. 

I hope I can live out my dream of operating a Martial Arts school for a living. I have been thinking about having a school and a martial arts center. So I will teach Tang Soo Do during the week and have competitions, demonstrations, and seminars held during the weekend.

I would also love to go to the University of Bridgeport to earn a BA in Martial Art Studies. I believe that education and training would help me with my dream. The only issue is distance and finances.

Well I better get back to work.